Being merciless and cruel, I have forsaken all my relatives and friends. Therefore, like a person who has killed a brāhmaṇa, I do not know to which planet I shall go, either after death or while breathing.
Srimad Bhagavata Purana
श्रीमद्भागवतमहापुराणम्
मूल श्लोकः
स त्वहं त्यक्तकारुण्यस्त्यक्तज्ञातिसुहृत्खलः । कान् लोकान् वै गमिष्यामि ब्रह्महेव मृतः श्वसन्
sa tvahaṃ tyaktakāruṇyastyaktajñātisuhṛtkhalaḥ | kān lokān vai gamiṣyāmi brahmaheva mṛtaḥ śvasan
SB 10.4.16