I desired to see again that transcendental form of the Lord, but despite my attempts to concentrate upon the heart with eagerness to view the form again, I could not see Him any more, and thus dissatisfied, I was very much aggrieved.
Srimad Bhagavata Purana
श्रीमद्भागवतमहापुराणम्
मूल श्लोकः
रूपं भगवतो यत्तन्मनःकान्तं शुचापहम् । अपश्यन् सहसोत्तस्थे वैक्लव्याद्दुर्मना इव
rūpaṃ bhagavato yattanmanaḥkāntaṃ śucāpaham | apaśyan sahasottasthe vaiklavyāddurmanā iva
SB 1.6.19